I can't find the words...

Today I wanted to post a tribute- I have been thinking about so many people who I know and love who have been effected by cancer, and I wanted to say something about it all.  I can't seem to find the right words or tone to express what I feel, so I am taking that as a sign.  I am going to skip that post and focus on what I really need to think about tonight- tomorrow.

Tomorrow is the big day, it is the treatment that is going to arrest the highest number of cancer cells.  The long needles and fat syringes are going to be full of White Knight Warriors, all with marching orders from which they will not deviate.  Tomorrows treatment may be powerful and strong, but I will be stronger.  I will enjoy the play and the weekend.  I will breeze through 3 days of work next week and enjoy THE BEST HOLIDAY- THANKSGIVING!

Tomorrow is treatment!  I gotta get my head in it, get my game face on, and get ready to kick cancer!
I am going to create an affirmation routine and I am going to really focus on positive imagery instead of the temporarily crippling pain of the shots.  I am going to load some pictures of my greatest supporters on my iPhone and I am taking you with me to treatment.  We are in this together.  Would you like your picture loaded into my group of greatest supporters? Post it!

Positive mojo of the day...

There is something good about cancer- the snail mail.  It is so much fun to go to the mailbox and find something besides junk mail, advertisements, marketing letters and postcards and other junk.  I love the cards and packages we have received.  It is cheerful for the whole family.  So, thank you.
I am really looking forward to getting your Christmas cards.  I like the ones with family pictures best (hint, hint)

And, I am looking forward to seeing MP when he is home too.