Friday, October 14, 2011

Doctor's News: Recurrance. It's Mets.

Oh my broken heart.
I got my results.  I have spots on my breastbone and back. 
I will have an echo on Monday.  Scheduling a biopsy and port ASAP.
Will take Herceptin and Taxol.

I am crushed.
I can't eat.
I can't sleep for more than a few hours.
I can't believe it.
I can't believe it.

God willing, I will raise my kids, but it doesn't feel good.
I am scared.
I am lonely even with my friends and family all around.
I have cancer.
Again.

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